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Name: sam
Birthday: 7/4/1993
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Member Since: 11/25/2008

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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

busy life, bitch fights, great music

sorry been so busy lately!!
plus im kinda wrapped up in a lot of drama: max, and hannah

hannah threatened me! if i "ignore her" for a month, she's going to tell someone about my depression and get me help... and i dont know if im ready for that.

anyways, that was uncalled for.

max on the other hand? im trying to figure out if im better giving him a shot? -or without him.. i told him i'd get back to him... ugh but i havent even had time to think about it!

anyways..

the other day i weighed 129.5lbs so we're getting there!!! i can TASTE it! much better than food. i can do this. just got to get back in the swing of things (a lot harder than you think)



anyways, as of now? i feel a tad overwhelmed

love you,


ps. to write love on her arms day is november 13th! everyone should write love on their arms in support of those suffering from depression and self-harm or who have friends or family members with depression, self-harm, or suicidal thoughts. it would mean a lot to me! i know im going to participate. i'll even post a pic. <3


Sunday, November 01, 2009

halloween?

that was the worst halloween i've ever had

i wanted to cry the whole day

and now i want to cry because it was so awful

i hate my life.

i wish i was skinny. and care free.



i miss weighing 125. i hope i get there. soon.



Saturday, October 31, 2009

this is breaking point...

im officially broken.






Thursday, October 29, 2009

enggllliiissshhh esssaayy

i've been so busy and so unable to update! i am SOrrrryy!!

but i've decided to get back on track with this weight for good. i mean it this time.
and as a head start, im having soup tonight. like i am legitly starting now. otherwise i'll be putting it off forever.

so here we go





Tuesday, October 27, 2009

i need routine

i need to get back on routine with my intake

these past two days have been super shitty.

fuck me. fatty..



me - the tool

night, i feel like shit.



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