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| day sixx!and at 128.5lbs which makes me super happy. it's about time.
and now that i'm off the period my weights dropped a bit too. yay! this has like made my day :D
intake:
746
outtake:
250
total:
496
sooo proud!
water:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8
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[once again xanga wont let me upload photos. god damnit!! so i will lates... crossing fingers it works then. is anyone else having these issues??!]
okay, so ben ben ben ben ben. i have been getting a little obsessed. we had an elevator ride alone together today, and the whole time i wanted to jump him... but instead we were goofing around and jumping in the elevator and such. he always comes up to me and tickles me and i love it :D haha but when cody does that i hate it...yuck.
ugh but today ben asked for alix's number right in front of me without asking for mine. SO JEALOUS. so they texted back and forth once while they were in the same room (yes i was there) however, alix kicked me and i asked, "what was that for?" and she showed me the text. it read "kick sam". so i don't know what he's up to... i don't know haha. he is just a flirt so he could be screwing around.
but he talks to me wayyy more than alix. and tickles only me and blah blah wow i sound like a love struck child.
but i know his ways. it's a competition kind of. i cannot get too attatched to this type (haha) i must pretend i don't care. be non chalent and act like i'm fine without him and he doesn't even cross my mind when actually he does like every second... so yeah. he will be asking me for my number very soon. on his knees. well not actually on his knees haha. but i will damn be sure he gets mine and i get his.
mmm but yes on the ride home and to yoga any maybe even now... i have been playing in my mind ways that elevator ride could have been completely different. yum.
haha any advice on this guy?
it would be great :D
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| day fourintake:
939
outtake:
251
total:
688
woooo love my trampoline! and YOGA
water:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8
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had my first yoga class today, it was amazing. i am a huge over-thinker, so it was great not thinking of anything for once and just following my breaths and the movements. it's not a crazy "let's get sweaty" workout, but it works for me and does enough. especially considering my moodiness lately...so it helped. huge difference going into the class and coming out of it.
so one of my camper's called me fat today. i quote, "you're fat". gee thanks... ugh i almost started crying...
but at the same time someone called me pretty?
and cody, this guy who works at camp and kinda creeps alix (but not so much anymore?) is being really nice to me about it and has helped a lot i guess :] surprisingly.. haha
there's this guy ben at camp who i love. he's a year younger but you'd NEVER guess. he looks and acts 18, i swear. but he's hilarious. i want to be his biffle haha. he plays AAA baseball! like SHITSON haha.
nuff said, i am pooped.
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| day three!intake:
889
outtake:
170
alll work baby. i tell you, watching kids and walking around all the time is tiring!
total:
719
woo way under my day 3 total! yay mee.
water:
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as you can tell i think i am totally back on track for once.
i had like a donut today though which i am not proud of, but my dinner was also simply a cream cheese bagel so woo me!
so yeah work was long today and extremely tiring... i hope it's not like that the rest of the week. i want to say i hope the week goes by fast, but then that means that the summer will go by too quick, you know?
also lunch was pizza so i am SO glad i didn't cave in :D i just kept myself busy with the kids as a distraction. after all they are more important. wooo.
eric from the camp i am working at is SO CUTE. and he game me an "i am acknowledging you" kind of look where he raises his eyebrows and lifts the head kinda thing while he mouthed "hey" at the pool. aghhh i went beat red. so alix was asking me "what? what?" and i told her and she laughed. haha the sight of him makes me go gaga. it's so odd! i just love that he knows who i am :D haha next step is to talk to him for god's sake! haha
i miss rachel :] i hope she's having a good time being phoneless. it better be a good break (although she has facebook which isn't always good when one needs to spend some quality time away from techknowladgy and out of contact with others.. ya know?)
love. later,
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| day twoooi am still stuffed from last night like shit haha...but not funny. so therefore i am going to try to eat as little as possible and LOTS OF WATER (which is failing right now haha)
so far...
intake:
571
outtake:
113
total:
458
WOOOOOHOOOOO working out so payed off today :]
water:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8
today was the perfect summer morning... you know?
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